The life and adventures of Blubicon...: 1/28/07

The life and adventures of Blubicon...

This is the Story of my life. WIth some gaps. Major and minor. I don't blog every day. I blog when the feelings hit me. I write about me, about my daughter, about books I read and love. I blog about whatever I feel like, whenever I feel like blogging. I love the act of putting "pen to paper" or rather of putting fingers to keys.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

New Camera

SO I got a new camera. It is a Pentax k10d. I hope you are not tooo jelous. :)

NEw camera shots...

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Snow tease

It snowed a gain. Nothing really worth talking about, but snow is on the ground. I didn't even take pictures. The fun part of the day was actually when Sami woke up from her nap and I walked in the door. She was sitting on her bed looking out the blinds. She had her kitten held up to the window. She was saying, "look kitty kitty snow". I opened the window up for her and she sat bunny, Curious George, and both her kitty's in the window and preceeded to tell them about the snow. I don't know exactly what she said, but i did catch outside and snow a few times. She is growing up so fast.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

trying again and again and again

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My worst Fear

I was driving down the road today and all of the sudden it hit me. I have 5 days left with my precious one. Just 5 days. Then something else hit me. I have enjoyed this month off so much. It has been the best 5 weeks of my life. That time off was actually my "testimony" in sunday school. What if I never get another 5 weeks off? What if I totally blew this 5 weeks with her? What if I forget this total feeling of contentment I have been feeling just being her mommy. Then this terrible terrible feeling of dread hit me. What if I get old and forget? What is I can't remember the fun we had when she was growing up. I think my worst fear had been dying like Grandpa died. Or worse, not getting the blessing he got when he got sick. Today I realized that I would be able to handle that sort of horrible death as long as I had my memories. Yes, we have horrible moments every day. Those times when she is doing exactly what I tell her not to, or the times when I think she is going to get hurt. The precious moments, the ones that seem stolen are the ones I never ever ever want to forget. I love you, Samantha Eulean Hermann. I love you with everything I have in me. I hope I never forget and always cherish every moment I get to spend with you.

sweet dreams
Sandy